Average Jane’s Performance

Well, I lived through the staff meeting on Wednesday morning.  I’d be lying if I said I slept soundly the night before.  However, when the time came, I put on my long, red wig, bandana, backwards baseball cap, sunglasses and fringed leather jacket and just went for it. 

The song started, I waited until just before the vocals kicked in, and then I ran out and high-fived everyone in the first row while lip-synching the song.  I made it through the minute-and-a-half of song, pacing around in front of all my co-workers and trying to remember what the lyrics were.  Frankly, I have no memory of what kind of reaction it got at the time.  There’s a video of it on our intranet, but I doubt I’ll ever be able to steel myself to watch it.

Afterward, everyone was quite complimentary.  Women, especially, seemed to give me major props for gutsiness.  Other people didn’t realize it was me, or have been slowly figuring it out in the meantime.

I was painfully shy as a child, but I seem to get bolder and bolder with each passing year.   These days, I’m almost embarrassment-proof.  Sticks and stones may break my bones, but social gaffes can’t hurt me.  Does that happen to everyone as they get older?

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5 responses to “Average Jane’s Performance”

  1. Noell Avatar

    Good for you, Jane! And no, not everyone gets bolder and bolder as they get older. I’ve gotten more reserved.

  2. kevboy Avatar

    I’d have to say NO. I feel like I’m much more reserved than I was in high school…

  3. Jane Avatar

    The weird thing is that I’m still pretty reserved most of the time, but I just don’t feel that sting of awkwardness when I end up doing something more high-profile or even extroverted. I guess I’ve internalized a “what’s the worst that could happen?” attitude.

  4. Huts Avatar

    I think I’ve gotten more bold as I’ve gotten older. Other people’s impressions of me don’t matter as to me any more.

  5. Suzanne Avatar

    I don’t know if it happens to everyone, but it has sure happened to me.
    I like the older me better. I have more fun. 🙂

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